Some people don’t understand, even the closest peole to me don’t understand. They don’t understand me at all.  Once I believe that I am over something, why don’t they just let it go and believe me? It’s not fair for me. It’s just not. They won’t let me let go, even if I already let myself let go. Ohkay, that didn’t sound so confident, but hopefully you know what I mean. So now, wha happens to me? I mean, I’ve already let go, but people won’t believe me, what am i suppose to do?

 Ughhhh, why won’t people understand? I hate this. It’s just not fair. Only Michelle understands me, only her, but why no one else? And maybe Zhiming, but besides them, who else? I just wish that more people would understand, and let the past be the past……….